A warm front settles in like feet up on the furniture relaxed. This could be early spring. A squirrel hops through grass that’s started to grow again – trickster weather and nature fooled. We’ll switch back soon enough, cold air hitting with the force of a car accident. Everything stopped short and bracing.
The Stories We Tell
I’m near the end of the cup, and the coffee has gotten cold. I’ve been sitting at the computer half-paralyzed by a big bugaboo of mine: purpose (story and audience). The other half of my morning paralysis has been a reconsideration/expansion of that notion that dating lots of people is really about falling in love…
Daily Fifty-Two: Nov. 5, 2022
Dark clouds heavy like mountains hurry north and west across the morning sky. They flow the way a river might after strong rains: purposefully swollen with places to go. These could be the large ships from Star Wars, or icebergs – faster than lumbering and thick with intent. I wonder where they’re going.
Daily Fifty-Two: Nov. 4, 2022
Under a three-quarter moon, paper white, a soft wind blows. This isn’t a city and I wish it were. Give me Philly. Give me Memphis. Give me something with a heartbeat more recognizable than this. The moon is right but the streets feel wrong. There’s something off in this thrum and gallop.
Daily Fifty-Two: Nov. 3, 2022
Panic. The rusty, steel cable snaps at the bend when the dog pulls. He’s barking at the dogs next door unaware of his momentary freedom. Spring down the steps, grab the snapped tether, reel him in. I’m sure the sun was rising, and the sky was painterly. It might have been chilly.
Daily Fifty-Two: Nov. 2, 2022
No dogs race along fence lines barking. No cars pass at the precise moment of my vulnerability, bent over, bagging poop with the dog doing who knows what leashed behind me. No rabbits scurry in the shadow dark. No crows caw overhead. Just a fleeting moment of peach and rose, day breaking.
Daily Fifty-Two: Nov. 1, 2022
I follow the Series from a distance. Friends on a group chat text with enthusiasm. Some of us joke about how great sportsball is – intentionally referencing the wrong sports. I’d like to see the Phillies win; the city come alive. I miss the vibe at Bishop’s Collar – the neighborhood pub on 25th.
Daily Fifty-Two: Oct. 31, 2022
The red dots on my phone beckon. Sixteen emails at work, thirty-nine other emails, one LinkedIn, a bunch of likes on a dating app, and two settings about cloud storage. Behind the apps a sunrise scene over an empty field – yellow at the horizon, deep blue top. This could be my foreground.
Going a Few Rounds
It’s football season, which means my dad and stepmom have been coming to the house on home-game weekends. The last few times they’ve visited, I’ve felt this urge – at the end of the night before I go to bed – to want to call or text someone as part of some end-of-day unwind conversation….
Daily Fifty-Two: Oct. 30, 2022
The leather work gloves look cowboy serious. I’m raking leaves but could just as easily be rustling cattle or fixing the barb wire fence mangled in last spring’s big storm. There is no fence or wild steer – just this rowdy maple rearing up on hind legs, loose and fierce in autumn winds.
Daily Fifty-Two: Oct. 29, 2022
The cars on Abby Place have out-of-town plates. Their windshields are frosted over, and the guests are all asleep. Soon they’ll wake and make a big breakfast or walk down to the Waffle Shop and then off to the football game. Our paths won’t cross. They’ve brought their out-of-town bubble with them.
Daily Fifty-Two: Oct. 28, 2022
In the morning colors of fire, orange, pink, and peach, the in-between spaces flash a different type of light, a type of absence colored by shades of blue: light turquoise, arctic, bleu celeste. Nothing stirs in the foreground – no squirrels, no finches, no warblers or nuthatches. Frost glazed grass warming and waking.