Tie-dye swirls in glassy blue color the horizon. Higher up, the faintest hints of white suggest the apparition of clouds, ghosts that can’t fully materialize. The day is bright. It’s almost spring. The birds know it. I don’t remember when or where I learned the name for crocuses, but there they are.
Daily Fifty-Two: Mar. 15, 2023
The midday crash wasn’t a crash. BMW. Maybe a curb. I could hear the skid, see the smoke and spinout. Minutes later, the car rolls clanking, slow, undetected into a parking lot. Wheel bent in, rear bumper hangs. No other cars involved. Two men exit, pace, eventually leave. Nobody called it in.
Hefty Cropping
The other day, an old friend texted a picture of the two of us and wrote, “you used to be hefty.” I sent back a photo of Wilford Brimley and said now I’m old and hefty. Fun fact: though he looked much older, Brimley was not quite 51 years old when Cocoon was released (I’m…
Daily Fifty-Two: Mar. 14, 2023
Blackbirds rise against a tormented sky – phantoms fleeing a lightless dawn. The streets are slick and, in some spots, dusty with snow. A March lion lets out a halfhearted roar as if to say, “I will not go quietly.” I have the warmth of the house, the fluorescent glow of chandelier lights.
Daily Fifty-Two: Mar. 13, 2023
Dive back down. Into sleep, into dreams, into winter morning darkness. I’m disoriented in time, not quite unstuck. A small plane unzips the sky as it passes. The coffee pot ticks in spits and spurts like an irregular watch falling behind. I should get a move on. Get a move on. Get.
Daily Fifty-Two: Mar. 12, 2023
Cords snake across the floor. Electricity flows. It’s night and there are lights on everywhere: the stereo, the phone, the laptop, the lamp. Everything is plugged in. We’re plugged in and awake. The blue lights, the screen lights, the soft yellow incandescence of night. Everything is awake and it is dark outside.
The Dog, Again
Yesterday, I wrote about the dog and the walks we have. Given that we live together, it’s a topic from time to time. We take two walks a day – every day. Quite often, they’re short walks because it’s cold and windy here for five or six months of the year. Because the roads were…
Daily Fifty-Two: Mar. 11, 2023
Five minutes. I wash and rinse the dishes: a frying pan, a plate, a bacon crisping dish, a spatula, the dog’s water dish. Five minutes. The dog eats an entire bully stick. He’s never eaten one whole before. Usually just chews them. He’s not supposed to eat them whole. Now, I wait.
Be the Person, Blah Blah Blah
Yesterday, I ended my post about belief systems with some statements about the world being a more wondrous place when it’s shared with good company. I didn’t say it that succinctly, but it was part of what I was aiming for. That sentiment runs slightly counter to the type of self-reliance I’ve been trying to…
Green Flags and World Beliefs
The prompt on the dating app reads, “I’ll fall for you if…” One answer I recently came across said, “You’re a gentleman who does that thing where you walk on the street side of the sidewalk …” Admittedly, this is not something I do or consciously put into practice. This isn’t the first time, I’ve…
Daily Fifty-Two: Mar. 10, 2023
Salt trucks chalked the streets with music staffs. Anticipating the storm is a slow crawl on a deep cello. When snow arrives, will it come with the plinks and plunks of a violin? Will the day shift to the treble clef or pass like a dark wave rumble in lower registers.
Daily Fifty-Two: Mar. 9, 2023
There should be a word for the soft release of the refrigerator door – that slight tug of resistance before it gives. And maybe another word for the embracing kiss it makes when it closes again. I can hear it. I can feel it – like magnets separating and joining. Like lips meeting.