A late August chill fills the night air, quiets the summer noises. It is the last day, the last day, the last day of the month. It feels like a bigger ending than that, a bigger ending than that. A season, a year, an epoch, or maybe just another evening. Goodbye August.
Patience and Elbow Grease
Every bolt on the toilet was rusted. The shut-off valve wouldn’t close. The bolts to the flange on the floor were stuck. So were the bolts in the tank along with the metal arm with the floating ball. The toilet has always wobbled and probably should have been replaced ten or fifteen years ago. Replacing…
Daily Fifty-Two: Aug. 30, 2023
The red key on the jangly key ring opens the padlock on the roll-up gate. My stuff, from the inconsequential to the sentimental, rests neatly, stacked in boxes and rows behind a thick mattress wrapped in a blue tarp-like bag. The red key unlocks my past. The red key stays with me.
Daily Fifty-Two: Aug. 29, 2023
The dark purple maple fills the picture window at the front of the house. It looks as if the morning light hasn’t reached that side of the lawn yet. Sleepy clouds shift. The thin ones shuffle and slide. Soon enough the cricket’s chirp will disappear and the leaves will start to fall.
Daily Fifty-Two: Aug. 28, 2023
At 3am, it’s dark. At 3:30, it’s still dark. The light from the phone that tells me the time is unnatural in this space. This is one long groan – the waking, the staring, the finally getting up. Not doing so feels pointless. At 4am, it’s dark, but at least I’ve had waffles.
It’s Starting to Feel Real
Ever since surrendering the dog, I’ve been avoiding going for walks around the neighborhood. I’ve been tempted to go many times. I’d come home from work and going for a walk would feel like the natural progression of things. Finally, this past week I took walks after dinner a few different times. It felt awkward….
Daily Fifty-Two: Aug. 27, 2023
Two crows play call and response sharing the morning’s news. The sky is the color of gray smoke, and the trees don’t seem as green or bright as they were yesterday. Maybe that’s the news these chatty crows share: soon the colors will burst and pop, then drain in the graying light.
Daily Fifty-Two: Aug. 26, 2023
The evening air in the darkened house is still. It’s an ice cubes in my drink kind of night. The rise and fall lift of a long sigh soothes my aching back. And the crickets chirp away. With the lights out, I can see the fireflies sparkle and fade. Sparkle and fade.
Hurry Up and Wait
At 10am, it’s sunny and 72 degrees with a slight breeze. I’m sitting on the back deck taking in one of my few remaining weekends here. If the weather cooperates, I might smoke a pork shoulder tomorrow – a final toast to summer and suburban living in a college town. I’ll make enough food that…
Daily Fifty-Two: Aug. 25, 2023
Computer glow, lights low. Hi-fi in the summer night. Clap along, sing the song. Knowing everything’ll be alright. Eyes are shut, groove and strut. Bounce and bop and shake that ass. Snap snap freeze, bend your knees. Take me to church, take me to mass. Music lifts, funky rifts – give me more.
Daily Fifty-Two: Aug. 24, 2023
It’s midday humid and muted bright. Clouds are on the way. Birds squawk and chirp. Some sing. A mail truck snails its way down the street. Where has this thickness come from, this petrified trunk of an afternoon? Where are the party hats and horns hidden? Are they in that late-day bloom?
Thursday Morning Towards the End of August
The nervous energy on a Thursday morning when a storage container is being delivered to the driveway (between 9 and 12) is palpable. I’m all over the place. I sat down at the computer at 5ish. Like most mornings, I wanted to write something. I wanted to try a new-to-me writing technique where I would…