Hey there!
Welcome to TurtleSloth.
Before you come in, I’m going to ask that you take off your shoes and obey all posted signs and placards – by which I mean check your assumptions at the door, but more importantly…
Hey there!
Welcome to TurtleSloth.
Before you come in, I’m going to ask that you take off your shoes and obey all posted signs and placards – by which I mean check your assumptions at the door, but more importantly…
I’m stymied. I’ve been writing a lot and getting nowhere fast. As of this very moment (not including this blog post), I’ve written close to 4,000 words spread out across three different draft blog posts. One is about the mental anguish I feel over not being disciplined enough (or perhaps capable enough) to sustain long-form…
The morning sky is bright but gray. The sun tries to peak through the drifting clouds. It’s going to rain (maybe). It’s been raining (maybe). Because of the hills and the ocean and the bay and the mountains, the Bay Area’s weather is predictably unpredictable. Yesterday, as I sat by Crissy Field Beach (the beach…
There are moments when my thinking is either too fast or too multifaceted for me to catch up with it or wrestle it to the ground. In this type of sense-making process, it feels like a masked and comical burglar ran off with my brain in a satchel and I’m giving chase. In those moments,…
It’s 5:30 am. It’s still dark out. For no reason in particular, I’ve been up since 3:30. Unable to fall back asleep, I scrolled whatever it is that I scroll on my phone for an hour. Unable to fall back asleep, I got up. I turned on the dim overhead light. I sat at the…
18,982 words – give or take. For a year I’ve tried this small artistic and mindful practice of writing fifty-two words every day. The math says I should have written 18,980 words, but I know I had at least one day where I snuck in two extra words (I was making references to a deck…
Orange mug, apple green plate with brush-stroke swirls, a silver knife with a yellow-white cloud of butter. So often, despite their vibrancy, the morning colors go sleepily unnoticed. The prints on the walls show still lifes by Cezanne. Out of the thousands of words I choose fifty-two. Only one is required: attention.
Huddled in a faded yellow bowl, six nectarines sleep. It’s early, even for them. Awake, what might they whisper? Do they blush? Do they admire each other’s colors: soft yellows and shades of red like cardinal and carmine, rusty and rosewood? Do they call each other sweetie or say, “you look delicious?”
It’s evening and the shades are pulled. I see reflected in the sleek, black glass of the upturned phone, the concentric circles of the ac vent. The lampshade casts a flashlight glow on the ceiling. I misread a book title as “Dialogues with Cloudbursts.” I like that. We could use the rain.
The tablecloth covering the patio table shines picnic bright. Striped in yellows, greens and watermelon reds it’s flat and slightly soft like the padding on an ironing board. If it could take flight, I think it would. Instead, it invites us to sit a while and have breakfast in the mid-morning sun.
I woke to the chirping of a Northern Flicker. The morning is open-window breezy. The sky seems wider today – bluer too. With the sun to the east and angled lower, it warms the left side of my face and neck. Wisps of clouds lace the upper atmosphere. Everything floats in this wind.
The light at dawn is clear and bright. The air, refreshingly cool. A squirrel crawls across the deck as a Carolina Wren and a House Sparrow chitter back and forth. Every day the world wakes to new light, new song. Every day the world waits for more of us to get along.